Last day of work

Well, today had mixed emotions. It was my last day of work. I am off until April. Its hard to believe, 

1. I won't be at work for 6 months, I don't think I have ever been off work for that length of time. I have worked since I was 16. So its odd somehow to picture not working. I suppose I will be busy LOL

2. Our baby is coming! Soon! This is hard to believe too... I posted this picture below on Facebook and Dr. Shivani commented. Neat. So neat. Can't wait. This is how I feel today. 

3. We are leaving for India in 2 weeks, October 10th. We will be there for a LONG time. I am so excited to learn more about the culture. Last time we were there the visit was too short. I put my pictures away, actually that is a lie. I did not put them away. I looked at them and secretly wished and hoped that things would work out. Worried nearly every single day. 

This is our picture from my last day of work, we had a potluck lunch. No baby shower for me, of course I still worry and will continue to do so, till I am holding our gift. We have had so much loss, I just can't help it. I cry tears of joy tempered with trepidation. I wait for our email updates holding my breath, such is the way of my journey and its nearly complete. 

The other picture is me at Red Fort, in New Delhi. We were there last November. The second picture is the Golden Temple, in Punjab. We flew there to visit. Our journey started in India a year ago and will begin again. I am so excited, i can hardly wait!